~waiting~

Waiting in the wings,
feeling dead,
needing light,
hating forever,
they call me the living dead,
needing a hand,
to push me under,
wipe me out,
burn me out,
they tell me I need to let go,
wanting more,
needing more,
feeling nothing,
They tell me I cant see,
whats in front of me,
whats so clear to you,
they tell me I have everything to live for,
but I know the truth,
I dont have you,
I cant have you,
sitting quietly,
waiting in the wings,
feeling breathless,
looking lifeless,
being nothingness.
hating everything.