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Name:  Dustin

A.K.A.:  Nitsud, MedicatedClown, The Penguin Pope, and other various interpretations

Age:  22

Medications:  Wellbutrin XL 300mg, Risperdal 4mg, Hydroxyz Pam generic for Vistaril 75mg

Height:  6'1

Weight:  Too much, but around 240

Occupation:  I'm Wal-Mart's little Garden Center slave.  Yeah that's right, I load up bags of cow shit into the back of people's cars!  HA!

Favorite Movies:  "The Crow",  "Interview With A Vampire", "Underworld", "Vampire Hunter D:  Bloodlust", "Queen of the Damned", all three seasons of the "Spawn" animated series, the "Hellsing" series, "Unbreakable", "The Propecy", "The Best of Insomniac Volumes 1 & 2",  "SE7EN", "The Matrix" (only part 1), "Blade 1 & 2", "HELLBOY", "The Punisher"

Favorite Books:  Any of Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles and Dante's Inferno, "Dante In Love" by Harriet Rubin, "Intensity" By Dean Koontz

Favorite Comic Book Series:  SPAWN, The Sandman, The Crow, The Darkness, Lady Death, Priest, Witchblade, Violent Messiahs, Dawn, Vampirella, The Creech, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, SQUEE!, Butcher's Knight, The Universe, DarkChylde, Chasity, Ascension, HellBoy, and some others...

Favorite Games:  PAINKILLER, Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy X, Soul Reaver 1 and 2, Legacy of Kain:  Defiance, POSTAL 2, Devil May Cry 1 and 2, Spawn:  Armageddon, Unreal 1 & 2, DOOM, Vampire:  The Masquerade, Bloodrayne, Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4, Tony Hawk Underground, Diablo,  Max Payne, SERIOUS SAM, Aliens VS Predator 2, Return to Castle Wolfenstein, The Suffering.

Favorite Band:  KORN!!  Why?  I just love everything about their sound and Jon Davis' lyrics

Favorite Album:  Either KoRn's first album (self-titled) or System of a Down's second album, "Toxicity"

Favorite Bands:  Okay, here we go (in no particular order)...Nine Inch Nails, Slipknot, Static-X, System of a Down, Cradle of Filth, Rob Zombie, Mudvayne, Endo, American Head Charge, Chimaira, Coal Chamber, Cold, Marilyn Manson, Ozzy, Fear Factory, Down Factor, Dope, Kittie, Dimmu Borgir, Demon Hunter, Project 86, Living Sacrifice, Extol, Disturbed, Downthesun, Dry Kill Logic, Godflesh, Godsmack, In Flames, Soilwork, Type O Negative, Meshuggah, My Ruin, Otep, No One, Papa Roach, Prodigy, Slayer, Six Feet Under, Spineshank, Soulfly, Stone Sour, Zao, Twisted Method, Nothingface, Professional Murder Music, Strapping Young Lad, and there's others but I can't think of them at the moment...

Hobbies:  Writing dark poetry and writing short stories, drawing my twisted little art works, making techno songs on my computer, playing video games on my X-Box, Playstation 2 and computer, collecting swords, keeping an online diary up to date, praying to God about all my fears and pains, working on this stupid website, hanging out with my Freak Gurl girlfriend, listening to heavy metal music, going to concerts when I can, collecting Spawn and other comic book figurines to hang on my wall, collecting funny clown hats.

Favorite Quotes:  "People like you are the reason why people like me need Medication!" ~ from a t-shirt, "My mind has a mind of its own." ~ Me

Favorite Bible Verses:  He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.  He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.  Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.  Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.  Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.  - Psalm 23:2-6

Closest Friends:  My girlfriend DreamsOvDarkness (she's my girlfriend AND best friend wrapped all in one!),(in no particular order) Amber (my sis from Cali), N!k, Krissy, Matthew, Stephanie, Amy (the 100 cats lady...oh and a spider too!), Sunny, D-Pa, Cassandra, Tammy, Amber, and if I forgot anybody....oh well =P

BIO:  What is there to really say about me?  I am the poet and the sinner.  I am the Alien Soul.  Sometimes I can be quiet and shy and sometimes I can be a little weird and strange.  I try to keep in touch with the child inside of me.  I have been writing and drawing for many years now, since I was young.  It’s just something I took up to help keep my mind occupied and to try and make something positive out of negative.

            I spent many years battling depression, so that heavily influenced my poetry in the early years.  I particularly enjoy writing the long “saga” type poems that tell a psychological journey.  Poetry was a great therapy for me when I was younger, and even though I don’t write as much anymore, I still find it as a great escape from the stresses of life.

            In the past, I would draw comic books characters.  Then it kind of transformed into drawing lines and curves that resemble something like demented stained glass windows on churches.  I’m not quite sure how to explain the meaning behind those drawings, except that they represent the madness and the insanity in all of us.  The very sporadic paths in all of our minds that end up making one whole complete picture.   Here recently, I was given a paint shop pro program that allows me to alter pictures that I’ve taken with my digital camera or with pictures I’ve found on the Internet.  I very much enjoy this type of digital art, and for some reason I like giving myself four arms.  I’m just weird like that.

            My short stories are mainly inspired by comic books.  I usually set up a lead character who is an anti-hero and then there is usually a villain.  They are Sci-Fi stories mostly, dealing with vampires and characters back from the dead.  I have written three fan fictions of “The Crow” which I always enjoy doing.  “Interview With a Vampire” inspired me to write, “The Legend of Lazarus” which was my first “big” short story.

            I'm not a big time Christian, I just believe in developing a personal relationship with God.  I don't go to church mainly because I'm not much of a people person, and I know first hand how closed minded and judgmental a lot of Christians can be.  I personally believe that my body is my church, and my mind is my temple.  I believe that God is inside of us all, since we were made in His image.  The trick is getting in touch with that part of yourself, getting to know God is getting to know yourself.  I am still ripping and digging through the debris of my soul in search for some inner truth.

            I’m just another soul out there in the great big ocean.

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